Thought of the Day...

I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do something that I can do.
-- Helen Keller

 

Always Blushing,

♥

Jessica Michelle

"Lost For So Long" by Jessica Michelle

Lost for so long

fighting to get me back

walking around 

nothing kept me on track

hand over my eyes

not a sight worth seeing

laughing on the outside

to hide my true being

walking around

so aimlessly

reaching from the inside

grasping to find me...

lost in a world

of total confusion

hypocrisy and lies

a state of illusion

true to myself

i am once more

if its not what you like

then theres the door

heads on straight

heart of a child

eyes to the lord

my hearts gone wild

figuring myself out

not a moment too soon

push away the fairytales

there's just no more room

push it all away

bring reality back to me

open to it now

my hearts been set free 

freedom to breath

just give me my time

a blessing... a curse

either way its a sign

I've come back to me

I've gotten what's mine

living a life of my own

Since when is that a crime?

Always Blushing

♥

Jessica Michelle

11 things...

Today is 1/11/11. Make a wish! I am at work on my lunch, but got the sudden urge to write but nothing is really coming out. So, here are 11 things that are on my mind today....

1. My new tattoo. I just got this on Saturday, 

and I am already wanting more. 

There is a lot of meaning behind this tattoo

(a blog about it will follow soon, lol)

2. My babies. Missing my girls alot. Wishing I could see them

more than I do, but I know that all this working will

pay off soon and I will be able to do

all that I want for them. 

 

3. Sisters. Wow, it is so easy to get caught up in life

and all of its stresses. Thank God for sisters who help

keep you grounded and love you no matter what. Wish I could

see my other 2 sisters more....

 

4.  Friends. I have been so blessed by God with

amazing friends who see me for me

and don't try to change me. I am forever thankful <3

 

5. Smiles. There have been so many lately.

For many different reasons. And I am loving

all of them.

 

6. My birthday. Another year older... still so 

much I want to accomplish. Planning on making my 28th year 

the best yet!

 

7. CHICAGO! I am so ready to get away

for a few days. And to be going with

one of my best friends... PERFECT!

 

8. Writing. It has been far too long since I have 

written anything I was really happy with.

I think it is time to change that.

 

9. Me. I have a lot on my mind lately.... decisions to make....

So many different paths ahead, not quite sure which

ones to take and which ones to avoid. 

 

10. IWIKWYWT. IHBHTMTTRT. 

AIARATYAGTHM. LEINIYA.

 (it's been on my mind so much, too personal

to speak of outloud....)

 

11. Red Bull. Come on. You had to have seen that one

coming. I need a Red Bull right now. 

 

So much on my mind. So much to think about. Life is awesome. Life is crazy. Life is stressful. Life is life.

Always Blushing,

♥

Jessica Michelle