Saturday, April 10, 2010

"Essence Beauty".... SARK

"A Gift for You
I send you...

The gift of a letter from your wise self. This is the part of you that sees you with benevolent, loving eyes. You find this letter in a thick envelope with your name on it, and the word YES written boldly above your name.

"My Dear,

I am writing this to remind you of your 'essence beauty.' This is the part of you that has nothing to do with age, occupation, weight, history, or pain. This is the soft, untouched, indelible you. You can love yourself in this moment, no matter what you have, or haven't done or been.

See past any masks, devices, or inventions that obscure your essence.

Remember your true purpose, WHICH is only Love.

If you cannot see or feel love, lie down now and cry; it will cleanse your vision and free your heart.

I love you; I am you.""
— Susan Ariel Rainbow Kennedy (SARK) (Make Your Creative Dreams Real: A Plan for Procrastinators, Perfectionists, Busy People, and People Who Would Really Rather Sleep All Day)





Always Blushing,

Jessica

Friday, April 9, 2010

Radio Debut...


So sleepy...
More to come...
Just know it was an awesome experience...


Always Blushing,
Jessica


Thursday, April 8, 2010

So... yeah... I doodle...

Lol, I to doodle. I am not Picaso (but, honestly, I like having 2 ears so I am not sure I would want to be...)... BUT I love to doodle. I sit at work... dial the phone... and doodle while working. Recently I have started writing while I am working, but I always seem to get some doodling in. Believe it or not, it seriously helps me to focus.


I total randomness in doodling... 
I drawing the sun setting on the water... it always seems so peaceful to me...

In the picture above  
there was definitely something/someone specific on my mind... 
couldn't exactly figure the words out to say how I was feeling at the time 
so I just let my pen do the talking... 
"Sweetness in Starlight.... 
falling asleep to the sound of stars shooting round the moon"
from my ALL TIME favorite song

"Summer breeze
blowing through
brings back memories
thoughts of you..."


Always Blushing,
Jessica

...

Life is too short to wake up with regrets. 
So love the people who treat you right. 
Love the ones who don't just because you can. 

Believe everything happens for a reason.  
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. 
If it changes your life, let it. 
Kiss slowly
Forgive quickly. 
God never said life would be easy. 

He just promised it would be worth it. 


Always Blushing,
Jessica

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

"Someday Soon" ~ Nathan Angelo

Something tells me I’m not getting younger,
As time blows by like the wind.
Cause in my chest my heart is beating faster,
As I wonder where and when.
Will he come catch my eye,
Step in to my life.
I don’t know how it will be,
But here’s my word tonight.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain.
And our love will grow,
Every morning, night, and noon.
Oh, but until then, 
I’ll wait for some day soon.
There’s a lot things I want to tell you,
About the future that’s in store.
For raising a family, 
Where we’ll pass our love to.
A new life an open door.
But I know there will come a day,
When nothing’s going right.
And I’ll take your hand in mine,
And walk you through the night.
Will she come take my breath,
And knock me off my feet.
As worlds collide, 
And souls inside finally meet.
I will love you more,
Than the ocean loves rain.
I will be your strength,
Even in the pain.

Always Blushing,
Jessica

Just so you know.... waiting for my someday someday...


Always Blushing,

Jessica

Monday, April 5, 2010

I believe..


"I believe in my heart.

 I believe in crying real tears. 

I believe that kissing is a must in life. 

I believe there are many possibilities when it comes to love.

But I believe there is one true love out there, waiting for me. 

I believe that God will never leave me. 

And I believe that love always wins. Always."

~ Jessica Goetke


Always Blushing
Jessica

La la la la...

Testing some things out... ♥ it


Always Blushing
 Jessica

So love figuring these things out...

Totally ♥ ing the fact that I am figuring out so much on my own!



Always Blushing
 Jessica

Me... A "business woman"...? Hell yeah...

So, I have never really thought that I was business minded. I was always more creative... I was always more into designing and creating than I was into the actual business side of things. Well, screw that! I can do both. And once I decided that not only was it OK, but perfectly amazing to do things my way, I decided that, damn, I need to give myself more credit! So, here I am... taking risks and chances in my life. Stepping outside my comfort zone. And I am loving what I am coming up with... and to be honest... damn, I have some awesome ideas! And I am loving seeing them come alive. Off to do some more work... can't wait to show the world what I am capable of!


Always Blushing
 Jessica

Questions...

What happens when you have questions, that you NEED answered... your heart needs answers? Your heart needs to know something... but getting answers just really isn't a possibility at that point in time...   I have questions... but, man... I don't think answers are in my future right now.... boo.



Always Blushing
 Jessica