Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Sometimes...

It is the littlest things in life that can make you smile... like a friend calling you late at night just to make sure you are ok (Thanks Chris B.!)... or a random person smiling your way.... or a even a sweet word from a total stranger... tonight, I am so thankful for the little things in my life. Sometimes it is so easy to get caught up in all the "important" things in life, that we over look the small things, that in reality, can touch our heart in amazing ways. Back to writing....

Always Blushing,

Jessica

At Starbucks....

struggling to find inspiration... my mind is a bit cloudy tonight... BUT I am determined to get some amazing work done...

Always Blushing,

Jessica

Monday, April 12, 2010

Just so you know....

Just so you know
I love you in my life
I hope you stick around
That’d be nice
We could play a little game of finding souls
But I’ll let you win on purpose
Just so you know


Always Blushing,
Jessica

Sometimes you need to dance in the rain...

     
    I stood on the beach last night. Rain beating on the top of my head. Falling down my face. Washing away the tears that were falling. It had been a happy night. Full of laughter and smiles. I wasn't sad. Sure, there were thoughts in my heart... questions that I long to ask, but, at this point in time... I can't. But sad...? No, I wasn't sad.
    I stood there. Facing the water ahead of me. The rain drenched me from head to toe. And I began to cry. It was like I was alone in the world. Completely free to be quiet... to be still... to listen to my heart. I was surrounded by so much beauty. 
   And for just a moment, a release. Freedom. From so many things. I was letting go of these tears that I had been holding in for so long. Tears that were attached to so many memories... tears that I had been holding in, in hopes that I could make them disappear. But, I couldn't. And, last night... on the beach... in the rain... soaked from head to toe... I finally gave myself permission to really let them out...

 
FREEDOM...


Always Blushing,
♥ 
Jessica