Dear Me....

I know I have been so much harder on you than I should have been. I have a tendency to put other people's hearts ahead of yours. I quiet you when you try to tell me that you are hurting. And I bring people back into your life, that sadly, I know will hurt you again. I don't listen to what it is you really need to make your soul smile. I let the negativity that other people allow in their own lives seep into your mind. And I let it work against you. I don't give you credit for all of the truly amazing things that you do. Instead, I focus on all of the "mistakes" you've made. All of the things that you could have done better. I allow other people to create dreams and goals for you, instead of letting you follow your own dreams. I am your worst critic, when, in fact, I should be your biggest supporter. Bottom line, I haven't been treating you the way I should.
But know this. You ARE loved. You ARE amazing. You ARE blessed. You deserve to smile. You deserve to shine.

Always Blushing,
♥
Jessica Michelle

Struggling...

I have been struggling with putting words on paper lately. I just can't seem to clear my brain and focus on writing. I have sat in front of my computer about 5 times in the past week trying to write a blog and NOTHING would come out. I don't get it. I have been a bit preoccupied lately. A million and one thoughts running through my mind. BUT I want to write. And I just can't seem to clear my brain of all the static that seems to be occupying the space. As soon as the words come to me I will be back...

Always Blushing,

♥

Jessica Michelle