So....

For years I have been writing and writing and writing with the dream of someday possibly sharing my work with the world. It always seemed like this was a BIG dream, and that the possibility of it coming true, was well, small. It wasn't until this year that I realized that I could make my dreams become more than just a dream... they could become a reality. And, right in front of my eyes, my dreams are coming to life.
As many people know I ♥ Aerosmith. Growing up whenever a problem in life came up or whenever life seemed to be getting really hard I would listen to their song "Amazing". I would play this song over and over and over again. The chorus, in particular, always got to me.

It's Amazing
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light
It's Amazing
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright
It's Amazing
And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight

I recently listened to this song and it made me so happy. There have been a few things in my life that I had been struggling dealing with. A few things that I just couldn't seem to accept. But, as soon as I played this song, it hit me. And, I just got it. Everything really was ok. Everything really would be fine. And, actually, everything would be amazing. I had the control. I HAVE the control. And I can make my life be whatever I want it to be. I no longer look out at the world with eyes that only dream... I look out at the world with eyes that believe.... They believe in my dreams. And they believe that my dreams will become a reality.

Ahh, so much more to write. But I am on lunch at work and my break it just about over. Till next time....

Always Blushing,

♥

Jessica