I'm back...

"Lost for so long

fighting to get me back

walking around 

nothing kept me on track

hand over my eyes

not a sight worth seeing

laughing on the outside

to hide my true being

walking around

so aimlessly

reaching from the inside

grasping to find me...

lost in a world

of total confusion

hypocrisy and lies

a state of illusion

true to myself

i am once more

if its not what you like

then theres the door

heads on straight

heart of a child

eyes to the lord

my hearts gone wild

figuring myself out

not a moment too soon

push away the fairytales

there's just no more room

push it all away

bring reality back to me

open to it now

my hearts been set free 

freedom to breath

just give me my time

a blessing... a curse

either way its a sign

I've come back to me

I've gotten what's mine

living a life of my own

since when is that a crime?"

~Jessica Goetke 2009